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7.24.2009
Sometime,being alone is the best solution. faith walks on broken glass. How i wish, i would be the old me. so tired, so confused, so helpless. all only kept alone. trying to solve all, all to solve none. decisions were made,wonder it works? time need. but how long. lips of an angel. i guess i havent really moved on.
7.23.2009
I am confused. Why is this happening to me? Am i thinking too much? i feel so hard to breathe. Every minute thinking about two questions,never be able to find the answer. Is there something something wrong with my character? Why am i a single child? Who can i trust? its not i'm feeling insignificant, tears flows. for who? myself? i don't know. haha,whats the purpose of me living anyway. God says there is a purpose fo people to live. I don't find any. Typically, i suck at everything. I find no purpose. Secondary friends, you all are the only reason i find living for. Jiaxin, melvin, ryan, daryl, cheryl. and the rest. 21 guns Her, never fell so heavy before. i don't what is she thinking. wondering. Have been a part of my life without realising. whats wrong with me. writing here. It has been left empty for so long, no one is gonna care or come anyway. exam is coming,thats not the problem. i cant focus. no matter what i am doing. what am i aiming for? Whats the purpose of my life anyway? Just living day by day? why i waits for everyone,no one waits for me? why,why,why. questions just kept me thinking. (21 guns, Green days) Do you know what's worth fighting for When it's not worth dying for? Does it take you breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weight out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Does someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and i When you're at the end of the road And you lost all sense of control And your thoughts have taken their toll When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul Your faith walks on broken glass And the hangover doesn't pass Nothing's ever built to last You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and i Did you try to live on your own When you burned down the house and home? Did you stand too close to the fire? Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone When it's time to live and let die And you can't get another try Something inside this heart has died You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and i THE END |