hahs,just kill me, just let me get knocked to death by some car.
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11.24.2009
hahs,just kill me, just let me get knocked to death by some car.
9.01.2009
I AM changing without realising. i became more dull,and i hate that. How come so many things came,and i cant be bothered with a single one? i wan to be the old me, laughing truely from my heart everyday. not now,feelin lost and shagged everyday. did someone put a curse on me? XIA JIANG TOU. ON ME?
7.24.2009
Sometime,being alone is the best solution. faith walks on broken glass. How i wish, i would be the old me. so tired, so confused, so helpless. all only kept alone. trying to solve all, all to solve none. decisions were made,wonder it works? time need. but how long. lips of an angel. i guess i havent really moved on.
7.23.2009
I am confused. Why is this happening to me? Am i thinking too much? i feel so hard to breathe. Every minute thinking about two questions,never be able to find the answer. Is there something something wrong with my character? Why am i a single child? Who can i trust? its not i'm feeling insignificant, tears flows. for who? myself? i don't know. haha,whats the purpose of me living anyway. God says there is a purpose fo people to live. I don't find any. Typically, i suck at everything. I find no purpose. Secondary friends, you all are the only reason i find living for. Jiaxin, melvin, ryan, daryl, cheryl. and the rest. 21 guns Her, never fell so heavy before. i don't what is she thinking. wondering. Have been a part of my life without realising. whats wrong with me. writing here. It has been left empty for so long, no one is gonna care or come anyway. exam is coming,thats not the problem. i cant focus. no matter what i am doing. what am i aiming for? Whats the purpose of my life anyway? Just living day by day? why i waits for everyone,no one waits for me? why,why,why. questions just kept me thinking. (21 guns, Green days) Do you know what's worth fighting for When it's not worth dying for? Does it take you breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weight out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Does someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and i When you're at the end of the road And you lost all sense of control And your thoughts have taken their toll When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul Your faith walks on broken glass And the hangover doesn't pass Nothing's ever built to last You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and i Did you try to live on your own When you burned down the house and home? Did you stand too close to the fire? Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone When it's time to live and let die And you can't get another try Something inside this heart has died You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and i THE END
2.25.2009
Poly gonna start le. Hope i can mix well there. So many things to settle. Frustrated. Army thing, pre-enrolment, tuition grant. Everything like so mafan. Sighs. Adult now liao lah...
2.22.2009
Be a better man.
1.20.2009
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. Well I'm putting my heart back together, 'Cause I got over you. Well I got over you. I got over you. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. |